I woke up with many "what if's". I woke up regretful and "what if's" again. I just wondered on why I am feeling this way. Yesterday, I am fine but today I am not. I am now sitting in our dining table drinking my hot chocolate milk, checking my mails and is still figuring out on why I'm feeling this way today. Anyways, I don't want to think about this anymore and will just focused on my To Do's this day. I'll take a bath then iron my clothes then go to church for enlightenment... hahahahahaha..... But no matter how I tried to shift my mind on other things, it still longs to answer those unanswered questions. Am I still in the right mind? I'm not sure but I guess until now I was still trying to live in the expectations of others. When I was in my lower years, my parents expects me to do this and that but that's just okay. I just didn't like other people expecting something from me. I think I'm out of my story anymore. Going back about my unanswered questions is that I think I am just afraid of the future. I'm afraid that I am just wasting my time all this time. I should have done this and that, so many "what if's" again. Is it still worth trying? Maybe, just maybe... Here's a quote that moved me today "Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new beautiful ending". Very well said isn't it? Good morning =)
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